ahhhhhhhh..its 3plus and i haven eaten anyhting!!! i still got the muah chee my papa bought for mi in the morning...untouched...haiz...i AM SO LONELY!! AHHHHHHH...i think i am really going to go mad soon....dun ask y...for some "unknown" reason..wahahahaha...
haiz...feel damn frustrated now..sometimes i am reall selfish.but i jus dun really show it..i keep it in mi..at the beginning..i was feeling very happy for her...glad she found someone she love and love her so much..ok..not jus the beginning..its even till now..but.....haiz..its not tat i dun like them being together or wat..its jus tat..i am really really jealous? i laso do not know the feeling...i realised tat there cant really be two person in the picture at any one time...if u get wat i mean...sometimes...pple wonder how i can stay arnd these couples and not be affected..i guess i have somehow built up some sortof immunity..but...tat doesnt mean i totally dun feel akward..haiz..i DO feel extra k! but i think my skin have grown thicker..but..i do not have much of a choice do i? if tat is wat i have to do to keep my girlfriend...i wil try my best..haiz..i think i am seriously lost. i feel alone. i feel as if i have jus lost my other half..=( am i too sensitivE? too possessive? too paranoid? maybe..maybe..i am jus insane! these few days..i tasted much of dissapointment foolishness and retardedness...a retard who stays in sch for 'nothin'..foolishly waiting for 'nothin'...getting disappointed by 'nothin'..interesting life ya? i guess as much...

ok...enough of rubbish over 'nothin'...going back to the real retard world of karen..
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