d.e.r.u.c.s.n.i

insercued.lost.lonely.wondering.tired.
lots of things in mi..lost of tots...lots of confusion.
dunno how to express...
i think..now..onli jia noes wat i am really feeling and going thur..
she tell mi to wait...tell mi to invest...if nothin changes.
maybe he is not wat i need..
but..she also brought up a gd point..
wo se de mah?
but..
haiz..
dunno..
sob.