dissapointment?

is it true tat if u r closer to a person..the expectation is also higher?
i think its rather true...like..the person wld have a higher chace of hurting u..and u wld get hurt more...

maybe sometimes i may expect too much frm someone..and i am jus hurting myself in the process..but..sometimes..i jus cant help it...

haiz..maybe i shall try to expect less frm him? but den..he wun be special anymore..wldnt he?

Or maybe i am not really his type...i've nv realised b4..but i need much attention...but not jus frm anyone..but frm my loved ones...

but i guess tat is normal rite? or is it? =l

anyway...i am thinking too much...am i? i still got LOADS of work waiting for mi to do....not feeling well.....