sometimes...
i am jus really tired...
feel like giving up.
but i cant bring myself to..
its not tat simple...

i really wonder..
am i tat bad...
did i do anything wrong...
wat have i done wrong?

is it gonna be like this forever?
am i going to cling on forever?
is it fair?
is it worth the wait?
will things get betteR?
am i really hopeless to u?

to mi..i feel tat its not fair tat u dun give mi a chance to explain myself...
but to u..it may be a diff case..nobody noes...
truthfully, i dun hate u...i jus hate myself...
i am really hurting inside....
real deep..
but i doubt anyone will noe how deep its cutting into mi..
anyway..i also dun wan anyone to noe..
its not healthy..

are criminals automatically given the death penalty? dun they even deserve a second chance?
or even a chance to clear things out and die in peace?


//waterfalls
//rabbits eyes
//sleepless nights