Friday, April 07, 2006

forecast of the day

forecast of the day:

Let go of the pressure you've put on yourself. It's okay to give yourself a break.


pressure? hm.....which kind they refering to?
haha...sometimes..dunno y....they are always so accurate..u noe it cant be trusted cos its jus some random stuffs they give which actually applies or relates to the general mass....like...everyone obviously face pressure someway or other....so...ya..

but sometimes i jus cant help but think tat its so accurate and its like there for ME. ME ME and onli ME..like....god has reply to my prayers and showing my the way..guiding mi as i travel....thur my journey in life...

either way.....possible...
but i guess...we shld look at the positive side....
either way we think..life has to go on.....why choose to think negative and live miserable...=)

anyway..i jus complete the rainie series...dunno the name..haha..=x jus watch and watch like nobody business....i feel sad finishing it alr..cos i really wan to watch more..but the show is really gd...i mean..it makes u laugh and cry at the same time..i have been crying with it for 3 nights alr...haha...its like....touching.....sad......happy...everything...the whole series is abt "ai mei"(s) and how they got together in the end...and....the leads are prettyyyyy and so cute...haha....cant stand them..feel like watching again..but tat wld mean more crying sessions..haha...i feel so ...werid..i cant control my tears man..haha.i am so weak.. its like..i tell myself..dun cry..its onli a show....pple see will laugh at u..like so akward....but..i jus cant help it..haha...tears jus flow.and i really feel for the characters...haiz....stupid mi...but...the show is sooo touching...ahhhh....*dream*

haha..okok..enough of dvd...i must work hard...
i kindof set a few goals for myself:

1. get a dog once i reach my $20,000
2. get my license asap..(10.04.2006) *cross fingerS*
3. get my own car before i reach 23
4. work hard and gain experience in the media industry and create my own identity
5. stay as close to my dearies and always be there for them no matter wat
6. think positively and not let anything pull mi down. (no more breakdown)
7. dun bother abt wat other thinks or say abt me, as long as i have a clear concious, i shld not be too bothered..

anyone have confidence in mi? haha...actually...i am most afraid of the last two..haiz..
but...i must work hard and try my best.....i noe everyone will be there for mi...esp my dearies! i must not let them down! =D

*love u guys too bits*
*muacks*

//in every waterfall, there is a rainbow waiting to uncover.

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