haiz....

the production team really have impact on mi...
i knew i love productions..but not to this extend..

haiz...i really miss my sip..
i love productions...and the resposibility tat they placed on mi..
i love running arnd during prodcution..
i love the interaction of the crews and casts...
i love learning during productions...

haiz...
shld i risk losing everthing?
or be safe and regret?

i really dunno...

both ways..
haiz...

i hate myself..
y am i always in such retarded dillema..
arghhhhhhh

someone show mi the light!~

//where art thou rainbow?