to pms or not?

do u think i am having pms?
i hope so.

i mean.
i hope i was having pms.

sometimes.
i dun seem to understand pple.
y.

maybe cos both of us is really bothered.
i understand tat alot of effort was alr put in.
but, we got to move on.
think of alternative.
not get stuck and try to justify it.
its no use.
anyone understand?

u asked for an idea.
i gave.
and u jus keep fending it off.
refusing to accept it.
but do u have a better solution?

instead of thinking abt it.
u throw it to mi.
oh.
i forgot to thank u for tat.
thanks.


anyway.
watever.
its over.
work it your way.
i wash my hands of it.
i dun wan to jus give myself more trouble by trying to help.
no one appreciates.


i hope my mense will jus come and hurry go.
my tummy is bloated.
argh.

btw.
my current read is Angels and Demons by Dan brown.
very good bk.
captivating.
i wasnt a mystry/thriller or watever u call it fan.
but this book jus got mi hook.
very intelligent.
*two thumbs up*

anyone interested? i am half way thorugh...=)

i forsee a long day for mi tmr @ work.
one mock tvc.
one mtv proposal.
i jus hope i wun get a creative block tmr.
the last thing i need.

can u imagine, onli 2 days to do up a 3 mins tvc frm scratch.
thanks.

k la....
anyway....really concern abt a close fren.

jus for you, if u r reading:

i understand wat u are going through now.
believe mi.
i've been through it.
i blamed myself.
hated myself.
cldnt believe myself.
but, everything will turn out well.
i guess, for now.
all u can do is really think thru and decide.
both sides will have pros and cons.
no doubts.
but, jus go with ur feeling i guess.
for mi, fear and guilt overpowered mi.
fear of lots of things.
so i made my choice.
and try nv to look back.
dun ever think after tat.
no more "wat if"

and i guess after tat,
u will begin a new journey,
one tat u shld nv regret or think back.
=)

really hope i help in any way.
i really dunno wat to do for u too.
i wan u to be happy,
i dun wan u to regret.
but its impossible to not regret.
u will.
one day.
so dun think back k?

dun blame urself too much too..
not healthy.
=P
tat, is definate.

i am unhealthy. VERY
haha.

k la...
to all the doodoos in the worl.
i love u.
*hugs*

//look straight ahead.