not again...

again it happened...
y?
cursed?
lol...
i guess tat is jus an excuse...
y do i feel so horrible..
i feel stretched..
torn?
i dunno.
ahhhhh
jus feel like living alone...
but i noe i cant..
i am damn bloddy weak.
i cant overcome loneliness.

call mi flirt
call mi bitch
call mi watever u wan

if u jus did any of the above...
*shake hands*
thank u... the door is tat way.
i dun need YOU in my life.
*smile*

ok...i dunno wat jus happened up there..
but watever it is..
i am NOT OK!
but no one can help mi..

arghhhhhhhhhhh


yun: i am still so bloddy glad for u! keep it going k...keep ur relationship strong. i believe in u.

raymond: u might nv see this..but...jus wanna say...THANKS for making yun happy..=)

pple: sorry.

//traffic lights do no help this time. rules? or no rules?