long post of everything past

been wanting to blog for so long..so many things to blog but my doodoo brother took my wireless devise..arghh..
so now i am back..but lazy to blog all those stuffs that i wanted to blog abt..lol..

*deep breath*

ok..here goes..

firstly...the dissappointment..
a week ago or so, i msg someone telling him i miss them and ask them to take care, AS FRIENDS of cos..
i mean like..we were close frens..."mei and Kor"
is there anything wrong?
cos he jus enlist in the army and we didnt contact for quite long, almost a month or so...
and usually, its them contacting mi and aksing mi hw am i doing...
felt kindof bad, tat i alwyas take it for granted that they will contact mi...
WELL....
apparently, certain pple didnt see it tat way...
dunno wat way they talk abt also la.
so one spread to the other and so on..
so..ya...
i jus cant help but feel that they are thinking in their hearts
"oh that karen, such a flirt, a bitch"
and the thing that bothers me most is that they are my close fren
shldnt they noe mi betteR?
i mean, AM I THAT KIND OF PERSON TO U?
ok...lets put it bluntly, I AM SO NOT FREAKING INTERESTED IN UR GUY, if i am, i wld have jumped on him long ago, and do u freaking remember he once liked mi, if i am interested in him i wld have jus gotten with him alr..and not wait till now..
its not that i want to bring up the past, i mean...think for urself la..
PLEASE! and spare us all the trouble..arghhhhhh...

The other dissapointment is over..lol..
so forget it..cos i am not bothered by it anymore..

hm..secondly, the stupid thing that happened,
that cotton wanna noe..
i worked at the NATAS fair last weekend, and there was this guy,
hes like kindof werid, skinny skinny one.
anyway, we were divided to different groups,
so there was flyers, Q counter, redemption etc.
so i was posted to the China Q counter, there was 4 of us,
so two were my cousin's fren and the other was this "extra" guy...
so he seem so poorthing, cos noone talk to him, and he stood there like a stick,
so i went over, introduced myself, and told him wat to do, den i left him there..lol
den slowly he warmed up and he tried talking to mi..
but we like talk abit...den i try to find somethingm to do..and walk away..cos its like nothin much to talk abt..
so anyway...the last day of the fair, they needed a cashier, so i was pulled over...
den towards the end of the fair, i was sitting at the cashier counter, waiting for those last min pple to book their tour,
this guy came over to the counter and jus kind of hang arnd there, so i was like wondering y he dun wan to go hang out with his fren frm the other counter (his fren was working at the Asia counter), so anyway, he jus stood there for quite a long time..arnd 15 mins? den he suddenly move his hand towards mi,
his hand was holding onto something, facing down, covering it.
at first i tot it was rubbish, cos i kept disturbing them by giving them rubbish previously..=x
so i asked him wat it is? den he jus say open wen u get home.
in my mind was already "huh?"
den he said : really hope we can be friends, den he walk away and disappeared for the rest of the fair..
den i blur liao...like, huh? arent we frens alr..like i noe u.. noe mi...
i quickly stuffed it into my pocket and continued doing my cashier duty..
till there was nomore vistiors, and its time to sign out,
i peek at wat he gave me, and it was a freaking 1 dollar note folded into some heart thingy...
Only den, dat it hit mi.
den i was like "OMG!" and i walk to my cousie and told him something retarded happened.
jus cldnt believed wat happened, till we were out of the hall, i took the thing out and show my cousin..
i mean like..HE IS like FREAKING 17?!
oh anyway, no prizes for guessing wat he got in the "heart"
the only thing i can be happy abt is that his frens said i look 17..lol..i am young! =D

anyway...ya..the thingy is somewhere on my table...
i didnt call or sms him or watever...
too freaked out..
shall jus take it tat i earn a dollar and not think too much..
make mi laugh and feel disgusted only...

i have yet to make my bday wishlist...lol..
ok la..shall jus do one now..
watever i can think of..
erm...
1. DOG!! lol..=x
2. a brand new wardrobe?
3. THE perfect kitten heels!
4. flawless complexion
5. Paul & Joe mascara....its freaking $41! =(
6. facial plus companion to go facial
7. money! for my china and bangkok trip..lol
8. a job that is not shit and boring, yet fun and satifying
9. a shop of my own/business
10. to make another short film
11. bags
12. CAR
13. frens
14. gd health

and more to come..hehe...

i love my kitty...lol..


with kitty arnd, i always look forward to going home and seeing him,
playing catch with him and rubbing his tummy....
my dearest furball..=P

Any idea/suggestions wat to get for Alex's 21st bday???

and i will be going china on the 12th (thurs) arnd 8pm filght..anyone miss mi too much wanna send mi off can come..lol.
please dun forget ur flowers and chocolates ya?

//glimpseoftherainbow