my hopes kindof crashed down on me..
haha..i mean..everyone has been "preparing" me for it..
but..it still had the full impact on me..
i guess i was deceiving myself all along..
convincing myself that he will be able to come back..
and refusing to let the "might not" sink in..
stupid.

i have nothin to say.
=l
hopeless me..
*slap*

nothin is going right today!
i woke up late..
i forgot my key to my drawers in the office.
which means, i have no access to my stationary and milo and biscuit and spare changes!
i forgot my keycard...
which means i have to borrow my colleague's to access the back doors!
and i am having my menses!
of all days..
*ROAR*

i am a grumpy old lady today!
hmpf..


//greyskies