missin u

yawn..its so early in the morning..
"mc-ed" yesterday..
and felt even worse staying home..
cos it jus give mi more free time..
and made me miss pple SO MUCH MORE!

haiz...miss eu
so so so much!

I have nv missed someone this much b4..
seriously...
i mean...i can really feel my heartache..
and tears forming whenever i think of it..
sounds drama rite?
but it really is like tat u noe..
haha...seriously!

yesterday, wen i was like at home,
trying to occupy myself..
i was so tempted to jus fly over to aussie..
haha..and for a moment..
i envied manda, denise and verity..
they are like RIGHT THERE!
with the snow and everything..
cool ah...haha...
IF ONLY!

NVM...SPRING!
I WILL BE THERE! *cross fingers*
haiz...misssing him soooo much..
and the internet over there is SO NOT HELPING!
*whines*
hw can they be so evil rite..
dun let him come back..
nw the internet dun wanna work properly..
*roar*

Jia and Yun are interested to go to aussie too!
whheee..so happy..
BUT I scared i happy too early..
cos plans ALWAYS change..
so tired of all these last min dissapointment..
I noe i shld be used to it alr rite?
BUT i am not..and i dun wan to!
i always act like its ok...
but its actually affecting mi alot..
i mean...hw can one fragile girl take all these setbacks rite?
BUT..i will try la...
i am surprise at myself too..

I have many achievements so far.. (or so, i wld like to think of it as great achievements)
erm..
like...
I overcome my fear of wearing contacts..
and even after a few painful tries,
I am still trying..haha...
I am also a qualified driver...
although i used to "dream" of driving, but actual fact, it was kindof like a fear...
so scary to drive, and imagine all the accident u might get into..or even worse...be the cause of...BUT i am am a proud owner of a driving license...hehe..and i even paid for it myself! *proud*

haha...lets see...wat else..
erm...I survived in the vicious working world, with a super vilian boss ALONE! i mean like, i came for interview, work my way in..despite going into a totally different industry..lol..anyhow wriggle my way in...and am like the second longest serving associate in my department..*i think*..LOL...and and the pple i made frens with here....=) i even got my own namecard...haha..my first offical corporate namecard leh..hehe...*pat on back*

hm....and....wat else....oh..my hair cut!
I am the most timid girl u will ever find la..i was even afraid to cut my hair.... BUT I DID IT! haha...and nw every month, i crack my head on whether to cut it or tahan and keep it long...=x

oh...and i finally learnt to wear heels...haha..
by accident though...bought a shoe w/o realising it so high..
so no choice, cos no shoe for work alr..
but so far so gd..
haven fall..YET..
and walking rather well with it...
jus tat its kindof tiring to walk long... =)

ok...i jus realised my entry is so long..sorry ah..
i jus cant stop ranting abt my boring life..
hehe..trying to make it sound interesting la..=P
pardon me....

I LOVE MY GFs
I LOVE MY COUSINS! (xav and yeh the most)
I LOVE BB
I LOVE KOR
I LOVE MUMMY
I LOVE DADDY

*hugs for everyone*

//missingu