break my broken heart

can broken heart be break further?
definately.

right nw.
i feel like mine is being dug out.
thrown on the ground.
stepped on a few times.
being drag arnd the nails-filled ground.
a few rounds.
slam a few times against the wall.
slashed a few more times with a parang.
and for the final touch,
pour salt water all over it.....

sounds bad enough?

surprisingly...i still think it still does not justify hw i am feeling..
i am feeling so much worse...
WHY~!

FREAKAZIOD!


anyway..
on a lighter note..
the GFs met up for xmas dinner!

i was suprisingly the FIRST to reach..

den jia and wayne arrive..
we waited AGES for the others...

jus look at hw bored and "pissed off" we were..



den we started taking pictures



the gfs and the bfs and the halfbro and my halfsis in law..and the sad sad ex-gay partner of my half bro...


and the yummy food



Thanks babe and "hunks" for the presents and wonderful dinner..
thanks char for the HOT PINK umbralla with LACE...=x and yummy fondue..
thanks geri for the card holder and watch..
thanks jiajia for the faceshop products...
thanks yun for the book...dunno which book..but obviously its a book..
thanks sam for the liquid eyeliner..although i dun use eyeliner..=x
thanks halfbro and gf for the handmade earrings..

♥wtf