emo day

today is emo day
i guess maybe its all sinking in..
slowly but surely

it might not be such a bad thing afterall
rite?
i mean, i HAVE to get it over and move on...
i cant be decieving myself forever..
its jus not rite..
although it may make mi feel better..
but..i guess its time to face reality..
wats not meant to be yours..wun be yours..ever..

but i am really fortunate to have friends who cared...
thank u darlings....
i will be strong..cos u all believed in me....
u guys noe who u are....
even my newfound friends...
really grateful to be blessed with them....

thank you.

ok...lets get out of depression mode...
life's not all tat bad...
well...
i got a new phone!
my dad got me the Motorola V3XX wen he renewed my hp contract..
i was actually saving the contract for some other hp.
but..oh well....better den nothing la...
and i finally got my data entry pay..
and wen i went to collect it yesterday...
the boss was very interested to tie me up with a job...
but...becos she is running a "executive recuitment" agency..
but..it shld be something to be happy abt also rite?
means i was a gd employee...so she is confident to market me? =x
and....oh..i got $10 hagan dazz voucher frm UOB =)

and....i dun think i am going to ECU anymore..
dateline for the offer was 7th dec...
and...ANU is not replying me abt my exemption's enquiry..
so...maybe they are not interested in me anymore..
oh well.....

maybe i am really fated to stay in singapore..
SIM? i am really considering it..
RMIT's marketing course..
ok...set..
i shall go check on the application date SOON

now...lets take a look at my damages so far....
and mind u..my cheques haven go thru YET...and i spent so much alr..
1. 2 pairs of pumps
2. 2 dresses
3. a belt
4. foundation
5. sakae buffet for 2
6. face masks

i think...tats all la.. at least i hope its all i bought this few days.hehe..

and..finally...my xmas wish list!

1. crystal stickers for my V3XX
2. black skinnies
3. new slippers/sandles to match my dress
4. new bag(s)(this wld be nice) or those i saw at NOVA(i think)?
5. long necklace(s) to match plain tops
6. earrings (lost my birdy and cherry shed its leaves..sob)
7. pretty undies frm topshop! (the pingu one is UBER CUTE)
8. holiday to taiwan/taipei/thailand/aussie/japan/korea/cambodia or basically..anywhere...except malaysia...hehe
9. black/grey cardigan with two small cutesy pockets infront... or the black esprit cardigan wld be gd too
10. Kate spade wallet *and one for mayeh too* =x
11. i need makeup remover and facial wash too

tats all FOR NOW

♥plscushionmyfall