went over to my grandma's for some mass praying for the ancestors,
lots of joss sticks...lots of burning...
its nice sitting at the table as a family, folding the paper to burn..
spent almost the whole day there.
den had dinner with grandma at a nearby coffee shop..
=)

came home quite tired...
called boyf but he was too busy to talk to me..
den found out he was busy cos he short of coordinators for two locations..
haiz...den got kindof pissed off..or rather..bu kan yuan.
cos i have been longing to earn extra $$, but he didnt approach me for the job.
ROAR..but also not his fault..
cos i am so called "banned" due to the last incident..
BUT...still damn bu kan yuan..
and he damn idiot one la...say its only itec..
den nw...got another location, but nw he changed his words to "ban frm geylang"
den..after tat he say.. he dun wan put mi the other geylang location cos there very "messy"
its like..damn irritating..
dunno which is real and which is jus to "entertain" me..
ROARRRRRRRR

haiz.....i am sooooo contradicting...
i have been telling myself to let boyf rest and have his own time to himself for the pass week.
but i cant help but indirectly make him spend his free time after work to acc me..
=(
i am such a failure...
HAIZ.
but its damn difficult la...
but but but..i am not all bad ok..
i let him go boat fishing yesterday..
and i spend my day working in the morning and napped my afternoon away...aferwhich..dinner with family...

really long to have one proper date like we used to have before his NS days...
jus a whole day with no restiction to timing/where we go..
i really hate his work..
HATE IT TO THE CORE!
its super no life....and its the source of our arguement...
if he had time to go out with me..
i wldnt wan to pack my weekend with roadshows also...
and if i dun need to do that..
i wun be fustrated if i dun have any roashows to do....
i wun be bothered to wan to make more $$ cos i dun really NEED it but WANT it..

the other day..i half-jokingly ask alex to buy me anna sui lipstick..
its something i intended to get myself alr..but i wanted to see his response..
and was very disappointed with it...although he didnt say no..
he was like avoiding the anna sui counter, den i keep eyeing..
den he said, "next month ok?"
-_- i wonder hw come he is so tight..haiz..
and its like..i dunno shld i pity him or wat.
why he work so hard, but cant afford to even splurge a little.
=l
we have been spending very little alr..
and i have been trying to pay for everything wen we go out.
come to think of it..
the last few movies we watch, i paid with my card..
WHERE HIS MONEY GO?
i noe he is saving up for our future and have to pay of his tofu van..
BUT STILL!
roar..
iya...anyway..its not abt the lipstick...
its jus...
iya.dunno if u all noe wat i mean la..

ok...jus needed to vent it out.

and and...

and my pink umbrella broke...sometime back.
very sad..
i need a new umbrella...

things i need:
1. umbrella
2. bag
3. tops for work as i still have abt almost 2 months b4 i get my uniform
4. brown shoes and belt (for the uniform when i need to wear it)
5. lipstick (i wan the anna sui one cos got nice smell)

♥tirenesssss