well, sudenly feelying emo nemo..
=l

but i've also convinced myself that everything happened for a reason.
=l so its not that bad
like...if i didnt leave my hotel job,
i wldnt have met and work with my current bunch of peeps ya?

thinking abt the future scares me..
all the uncertainties..

i'm afraid of getting into routine...
i'm alr as dull and boring..
i cant imagine being duller or boringer..
=l

maybe thats why i enjoy the current pt.
every rd is different,
location, crowd, problems u might face..
=) different promo, different events...
pple arnd me have (or rather HAD) been asking me to get a fulltime..
since i am studyng pt..
but...cant bear to leave the rd la...
and i think i really need the flexibility...
as u noe i am such a last min person (lazyyy)
so...this wld really help wen i need to study/complete assignments..

well, ok la..i am sure i will work things out..
if i have no choice but to take a full time (which wld most prob wld be due to financial reasons)
i noe ft job, wld pay me more, with benefits, gd resume etc.
BUT...well, we shld enjoy while we can rite.
we only live once!

and i am satisfied financially.. (i think.HAHA)
for nw la..
it wld be another story if i were to pay nxt sem sch fees..lol..

we shld be satisfied with wat we have..
and everything happens for a reason..
so we shld jus embrace it, and enjoy the good of it..
as yun and jia wld say..leave it in the hands of god

sometimes, we jus need a reminder of all the little little things that we have and enjoy. things tat most take for granted =)
*i sense a 2nd post of the day coming up*


ps:ignore me. i'm jus ranting..more like a reassuring post...=)

♥rants